Wednesday, April 26, 2017

3 Years later

Well It's 2017 and let's see what has happened in my life Con- Not much snow I love snow.  My uncle Danny Sewell Died of cancer. Cancer Sucks!!!!!!      Jacob is a senior this year and golfing like a pro.  He was also named Prom King.  I love that kid he is going to William Jewell college for a golf scholarship.  ben seeing a therapist for two years now it's helping more than you think.  Been taking my medication like I should my wife see to that!   I think I have a kidney stone.  I've had one before and know the feeling and I've Got to wait a little longer to get it checked out. Don't worry the pain is very much unbearable at times and pain pills don't do much.  Saw Fate of the Furious it was awesome 5 stars.  So as of right now I have 13 nieces, Nephews.  it will grow by two in 9 months.  That's a whole other blog.  
My sister has been gone 3 years as of May 19th I think about her daily and wonder how the kids are doing.  Leonette was the person I could talk to and I miss her more than you think.  but I don't worry about it because my wife Mandy will and has been taking care of me everyday since we met our anniversary is coming up  I really really don't know what I would do without her.  Love you mandy.

Saturday, March 25, 2017

My Opion

So where do I start

1.  I believe in life after death. From the descriptions in 90 Minutes in Heaven we would would have to respond, “yes!” It seems that Don Piper’s heaven is a heaven where we are fulfilled without Christ. Piper’s heaven was a place of reunion with loved ones, a place of beautiful music and a place of literal pearl (or “pearlescent”) gates and literal streets of gold.  Or I could look at this way in the movie in this film that after death we pass on to a sort of heavenly way station where we are given the opportunity to defend our actions during our most recent lifetime. The process is like an American courtroom, with a prosecutor, defense attorney and judge, but the charges against us are never quite spelled out. The basic question seems to be, are we sure we did our best, given our opportunities.  What I like about that movie is you can eat all you want and never gain weight.  I will go to heaven and see Leonette, Grandma, and other loved ones and friends from the past. Also I will one day walk With Jesus, Grandma through the Garden.

2. Jesus has a plan for all of us you might think that he doesn't, you might think he doesn't answer prayers.  He does he knows what is best for us and doing as he sees fit for us and his plan. 
We can also make changes that will effect life like lose weight try to get your healthy try to make yourself the confrontable but it's his plan. 

3.  Well I think if Cynthia, Lorelei gets what I got out of church when I was a Kid I would let them go so that they can learn about jesus and his love and why he died on the cross.


That's where I'll say goodbye for now

Monday, May 16, 2016

Why I miss my Sister

Well I haven't done this in a while.  Two years ago on the 19th may sister was hit by a car while on her motorcycle on her way home.  Now it was a major blow to me because I never lost someone that close to me before.  She was my Rock I could talk to her about anything and everything.   I was the middle Child and she always looked out for me if someone was bothering me in school Leonette and Heather would ake care of the problem.  she had 2 great kids Kelsey and Jacob which I was so lucky I could pick them up from school when they were younger.  Then Kelsey got cancer and my uncle abilities kicked in to overdrive.    I would ride to Kansas City and make Leonette fill safe.    We went to the movies at midnight to see Star Wars episode 3 and I fell asleep.   When we were younger I rode with her when we went to The state fair I rode in the back all the way there and back With Amanda Hand that was fun.  If I want to hear her sweet voice I call my mommys voice mail and here her voice.  Now I've got major depression and don't want to get out but I go through pathways that have a caseworker, I see my thearpest, and a peer worker.  My old case worker John helped and I miss talking with him now I have my good friend Ron Martin he's a good guy,  I've got my Wife Mandy, My mom and dad, and Brother as my support system so they make sure I don't get out of wack.


thanks for everything Leonette  I will see you one day again I know that for a fact